Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans
to meet at a bar to have a drink. I had been shopping with my friend all
day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but
he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet
so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him
what was wrong. He said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he
was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him. He simply smiled and kept
driving. I can't explain his behavior -- I don't know why he didn't say I
love you too.
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to
do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V. He seemed
distant and absent.
Finally, I decided to go to bed, about 10 minutes later he came to bed. To my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but
I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else.
I could not take it anymore so I decided to confront him with the
situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too
fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts
are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
His Diary
Awful day at the golf course today! Shot a 90 - can't putt for shit. Got lucky though.
